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                                                                      Poetry| Want, Change by Caroline Randall Williams


                                                                      A ladybird at the light moves to it and to it in a static fizz of wanting--
                                                                      the  promise denied,
                                                                                  she rests  at the wall,
                                                                                              flagellated, and then


                                                                      moves again to the light, with wanting. Soon she will penetrate
                                                                                  the plastic shade,  
                                                                                              and, having reached the light,
                                                                                                           die of wanting.


                                                                      The spirit of a change comes in squeezes of effort. It is a trial
                                                                                  of bent knees
                                                                                              and open wills—
                                                                                                          to turn the dirt,



                                                                      and plant some other crop, to cultivate corn where there have been potatoes,
                                                                                  to cultivate generosity
                                                                                             where there has been pride—            
                                                                                                          is clean, hard work.


                                                                      The Indians got on their knees and buried dead fish in the earth to yield up
                                                                      good squash,
                                                                                  making a fresh harvest
                                                                                              where other crops
                                                                                                           have ceased to thrive.


                                                                      Caroline Randall Williams is a Harvard graduate with a degree in English. As an aspiring writer, she is interested in the narrative exploration of the biological, emotional and spiritual elements of womanhood.

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