Poetry| Want, Change by Caroline Randall Williams
A ladybird at the light moves to it and to it in a static fizz of wanting--
the promise denied,
she rests at the wall,
flagellated, and then
moves again to the light, with wanting. Soon she will penetrate
the plastic shade,
and, having reached the light,
die of wanting.
The spirit of a change comes in squeezes of effort. It is a trial
of bent knees
and open wills—
to turn the dirt,
and plant some other crop, to cultivate corn where there have been potatoes,
to cultivate generosity
where there has been pride—
is clean, hard work.
The Indians got on their knees and buried dead fish in the earth to yield up
good squash,
making a fresh harvest
where other crops
have ceased to thrive.
Caroline Randall Williams is a Harvard graduate with a degree in English. As an aspiring writer, she is interested in the narrative exploration of the biological, emotional and spiritual elements of womanhood.